Pass/fail is almost over!!! Ahhh! In fact, it is over...sort of. So talking to my friend, Rahul, today, he told me that I only write about "debate and Neena" in this journal. Haha, I suppose that is a true statement ...to a certain extent. I guess then I can talk about how much I can't wait to go home? I'm not sure. I was thinking about this a couple weeks ago. I was so stressed and all that I just wanted to go home and sleep in my bed and be with my high school friends and family and ...yea. But now that it's hitting me that I'm going home in less than a week, it's really scaring me. I haven't been home since August 21st (Aug, Sep, Oct, Nov, Dec..yea..it's been awhile) and I wonder what has changed about my parents or me. I was trying to think of all the ways that I've changed but obviously I'm not really sure because it's hard to analyze myself sometimes when I'm the one who is changing. And anyway, Swarthmore is such a completely different world that I may revert back to my old self (whatever that was) when I get back to California. A random change I can think of is musical tastes. I've been exposed to so much different stuff here that I find myself listening to more bad 90s stuff (haha) and "world" music. I think that came out of listening to African, Latin, etc. music during Modern Dance, and I'm starting to love Indian music more and more!! Another change I can think of is my appreciation for dance. I love dancing now, modern dance, "party" dancing at Paces, dancing through the hallway, whatever. I can't figure out if I have matured or if my interests have expanded. I would like to think so after hosting a radio show, blogging, archiving, debating, radio sitcoming, working on VEP, hosting, ushering, roommating, discussing stuff, attending lectures, partying, going out, oh yea, and doing work. I think I can more accurately reflect on my semester after I get home simply because I'm still in the Swarthmore bubble right now.

One more paper to do and I'm done with the semester. Yup, I lucked out this semester. Whoo. Well if anyone wants to discuss affirmative action, let me know because I am really darn confused about where I stand on many diff points.

Good night :)